Anti-Gravity
by migs
Is it true that you want what you can’t have, knowing that what you can’t have isn’t really what you want?
Confusing? Yea, tell me about it. Life has so many ups and downs, I really can’t decipher between the two anymore.
For instance, your person cheats on you. You know, the person that’s suppose to you be your guy/girl.
Is this good or bad? I mean fuck, it might be good because it tells you this person isn’t the right person. There’s also the latter where you think shit, this person is the only one for you and they just made you feel worthless.
But what if you’re stuck between those choices? If life has ups and downs, what state do you call that? Anti-gravity?
The state where you just don’t know anything? Don’t know what you want? Or maybe you do, but you’re afraid to admit to yourself because you could very well lose everything?
Strange.
I might be in a state of anti-gravity, ambivalence, hesitancy, query, uncertainty.
Maybe I’m just lame and am looking for an excuse to blog about some kinda of emotion.
Damnit.